Not sure how to describe my feelings now.
I am so tired but I still keep telling myself to hold on and study!!!
I should not think negatively, exam is like two days away.
I feel so lost at the moment. My mind just blackout and empty D:
I need a good sleep tonight .
so stress till I tears :’(
JIA YOU CCP ~ !!!
pets always make me feel better :)
I wish hammie can talk :’)
photo edited by my sis
Off to bed,
goodnight.
Picture edited by my friend :)
I should be studying !
I don’t know how to describe the feeling but thinking of it made me phobia
stress level max and I couldn’t eat much :(
Can never finish my meals.
Yesh, stress made me cannot eat -_- weird
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Don’t break promises by not promising?
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my sixth sense cannot work on myself
because the heart can be bias and irrational
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I’m thinking too much lately.
Till then,
Xoxo
I learn from mistakes. I don’t want to get disappointed and decided to care lesser but I couldn’t do it. When some part of our heart cares, we will always care. I’m like this, cannot change even when I try to convince myself with reasons. I am quite bad in expressing myself when it comes to things like this and I would prefer to keep everything to myself. Even if I talk about it, I can’t tell the whole thing. Sometimes, we cannot express how we really feel precisely but deep inside I’m hurting so much lately. I don’t like to live in confusion and yet I don’t have the courage to seek for answers to my confusion. I bet I have an answer in my mind but I can’t help myself from denying. I learnt not to put high expectations on things in life because things in life cannot be exactly the same as our plan. Life is full of unpredictable circumstances and there is no need to be too rigid. At some point of time, I can be so insecure too and hoping to get assurance and comfort from someone. I fear that I get committed to something which I have no return, what a silly way of thinking but this is me.
Till then,
Xoxo
Hope.
A very simple word but hard to be define
Hope is a type of expectation.
I’m afraid to use the word ‘hope’ at times
because it signify that I’m looking for something
I want something.
I couldn’t focus on my work since Friday night due to few reasons.
one of it,
I’m disturbed by the scenes I saw during the orphanage home I visited.
The environment there is consider not bad
(from what I saw)
But part of it is so depressing
the lacking in the amount of love and attention the children gets
and the lack of knowledge.
Imagine a 12 years old who cannot name simple items like jug, fork and etc
and a 7 years old who cannot speak and listen simple Malay/English.
I want to spend time listening, teaching and showing them love whenever I can.
Will blog more about it in my next post.
Till then,
XoXo
no man is an island.
everyone need a companion,
family, relationship, friends.
weird fact about me:
I dislike/never watch tv shows alone, I hate it.
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I am so not motivated to do anything
feeling so lazy
and I feel tired and sleepy almost all the time -.-
I need to do something about this *scream*
Shall start preparing for finals!! :)
I can’t afford to screw it again
Jia you !!
till then,
Xoxo